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Sian, think i must be too hot(heaty). Voice totally went hoarse. To someone it sounds manly, so should i remain as it is? ahahs, trying to go abit higher , it sounds super squeaky. Diao.
So malay dance got silver, modern dance got gold, still got 4 more to go. Pressure pressure pressure.
Co everyday. Will we reach the target? I glance through the entire co, wanna do some maths probability. Let see, we have people from.. Victoria School, Ngee Ann Secondary, Temasek Secondary, Dunman High School, Pasir Ris Sceondary, Chung Cheng High Main, CHIJ Katong Convent, Anglican High, Broadrick Secondary, Zhonghua Secondary, Seng Kang Secondary Coral Secondary, Dunman Sec and Nan Hua Sec String Ensemble, and also ot forget the Blue Ocean GuZheng Players. VSCO,NASCO,TMSCO, CCHMSCO, PSRCO, ZHCO –>; All these CO are gold Standard COs. KCCO, AHSCO, CSCO , BDCO, SKSCO –>; All these are silver co. AAnd then not forgetting the DHSCO –> Gold with Honours CO. With so much talent at bay, i m still scratching at why arent we able to hit the mark? Why cant they understand of movement on stage? Why? I seriously thinking hard why. MAybe they not as guai as my vs juniors, tell them to move, and then within 2 hours they mastered it, and we took home the gold. But why?
With so much talent at our disposal, why isnt the potential being transferred to kinetic? I mean all of us in MJCO shuld have the experience of what is it like to get gold? Now we asking u to do it, perform it, teach the rest, hit the gold, bring it back. Nuff said. And then job is done. Kinda of stupid to use mathematics to equate it to music, but somehow or rather, there are still links. Experience linking to performance. There is and there will be.
Yeah, u all may say what i talking is like “zhi shang tan bin”. Whatever i said was like so easy like that. Well, i experienced it with vsco, if vsco can do it, i dun understand why MJCO with so much potential is unable to fulfil the expectations.
Gee, nuff ranting. Nurnaim, if u seeing this, sorry man for daoing ur msg, the bus left when ur sms arrived at my hp. So yup.
Gee, lagging behind like shit. Sleeping like free during lectures. Trying to emulate Picassor and Da Vinci. Need to ask yung for those artistic pictures of my lecture notes. LOL.
On another note, PW complaint in the Straits Times, I wonder if any of u all saw it. I was like so eagerly waiting for this article to come out. But this time the forum page very little people arguing. ST ran a report on it, SAJ and TJ lodging a complaint. Erm ok. No comments. And it is like only HCI leading the pack with 85.4%. SHocked the JC world sia. But i think the expected outcome will be the same.
KKZ. Pract whole day again tmr man. Somehow or rather, feel like taking the bow and stab myself in the throat. Damn ticklish.
Yup finally over. Just when i thought The VSCO concert would be my last. The east zone concert will be my last.
Woke up at 5, left house at 620. Reached school at 7am. Walked all the way to squash court. Ramp not opened. Diao. Toook out all the cellos. Laid nicely. Then relaise hall was not opened.
Kz nvm, then had to asked the band peeps to lend us their room. Morning practice was real sleepy man. Mood not there, while people were having lunch, my section pract again in the band room. Well, rushed our lunch, ate finish the chicken bits only then went to vjc already.
realised kinda of long since i entered the marine parade area. Went pass VS, adn saw they had a real supermini indoor soccer court. Then the goalposts like bought from TOY R’s. DUnno how to spell that. thne yea lor. Entered vj, saw annsiong, then we went straight to PT. Hear what Mr TTK had to say.
Panicked when they sudd call me to prepare. Diao -_-” Was watching VJ percussion perfroming halfway. haiz all i can say was super mmalu la the rehearsal. Scores dropped. rushed through, no volume at all. Stage fright? No stage experience? I guess so. Had a scolding from Mdm Mariam. Felt it was deserved. But what to do, i had to do a miracle within 4 hours. Alright then, I had to stay in LT5, and pract all the way. It was amazing for me, as i had to conduct my section for close to 2 hours, and i had time onlly like 1.5 hours before the conc to memorise the scores?
Chiong and chiong and chong. Somehow or rather the 4 hours was one of the most peaceful and the cool headedness in all the panic. I was stress but i was calm. I dunno. Some contradicting feeling i had in me. I had to gave up on the combined school orchestra pract. I know can learn alot form the vj cellists but i had to gave up that chance.
Ok the actual performance came, First time leading my section to do a performance. Guess was the VS peeps who were shouting my name. Wuahah, feels real good when u hear ur name.LOL. Smiled to my section before bowing. Then there we go, we started. Well, i would certainly say it was 10 times much better than the afternoon pract. There were errors but it was inevitable. It was still a commendble performance. =) i wun say much though. Cos i know it wasnt a full marks performance, but the effort my section put in, I m really happy le. They did without any complaints, worked hard together, understood my frustrations but supported me along. Thank you u guys =)
Went backk to LT, like hero back from battlefield, ahahs, everyone clapping. LOL. Then was dazu performance. Before that was like teaching my section how to do expressions. den yeah lor, taught them, in the end i didnt really moved towards the end of the song. Guess i still have to break that barrier. Somehow or rather, the mysterious sense of feng nian ji came out last night, i wonder if the rest felt it. But to me it did, but of cos, i cant really judge totally, on the stage u can only hear ur own instru and not the others. Feeling was very different.
I didnt really heard tpjc gan jie. But of cos heard chun of vjco. Hahas, was a song that sparked off a bit of history. the standard was there. nuff said. Yup had a debrief. Wanted to interact with the vj peeps, but then the mj buses have came and we had to leave. LOL.
After leaving school, had supper with via wy jr and josh. Had a good talk. At least we pionted out soemthings we hope to change.
What a short day. Maybe it should have been a whole day affair, then u really count it as an interaction betweent the COs. All in all, now left 2 more weeks to syf. Tat is the focus. Ireally want to maintain the hat trick of golds. As in may this syf be my last collection of gold. Can we do it?
real stressing week for me. Not a single work touched. faced with some EQ probs. Faced with stuff i never knew would happen. It was kinda of experienced which shaped me again.
Alright, First PE lesson for me tmr. Wuahaha. Kind of excited. But i know my physical condition is gonna be real bad . Bleah. Anyway i remb comparing the scar with Ser yang. Woah. It is really the same pattern and style sia. THE SGH SCAR.
LOl. Busy week ahead with CHEM SPA in VIEW. Till some other time, ta-da.
An unxplainable symbol.
Yup point noted. I respect thinking. if ur perception of me have changed, then so be it. Since it is a fact, it will be impossible for me to change it. Take it and accept it then.
If to be friends, and I have to keep being the one to compromise everyone single one. How i wish I can be god right now. Sometimes, that really is bah. Maybe u grew up in much different environment in. Maybe u see things diferently. Maybe u decide to handle different things differently. I accept all these just like how i accepted u all. But up to this point, where u all r so adamant to think i have disappointed u all, den it is up to ur choice.I m a human, a human with feelings to. A human who at times may hit a breaking point. A human who needs to be understood too.
I knew such a day would come, a day when i will have some conflict with some people. I didnt really approve the way in things you all handled previously. Being direct is my style i guess. Not beating about the bush. Why? Cos in the end things get even darker, emotions get even more confused, resulting in infinite entropy change.
Well nvm, all done is done. Apologies have been given out, replies i have taken. Thank to those who forgave and forget, sorry to those who r hurt, disappointed, or are shock and disbelieved.
Friends are people who make a difference in ur life. Well, this matter was a fact and is always going to be a fact. Nothing can change it. Just hope tat u all can continue to make difference in my life. This are always passing phases in our lives. Obviously, no one is perfect. I do have my flaws. I accomodate u all just as I hope u all can accomodate me. I hope u all understand the pressure i was facing for this whole week, just like how u face with ur own difficulties, I tried to help in anyway i can.
There is a certain limit to things in life. Just that that very night, u all had to hit my breaking point the very min. Last year, I lost the close frens around me. Will this occur another time?
Quarrels , misunderstandings often takes 2 to occur, the fault lies in me more. I admitted, i apologised, I said sorry. All I ask for is to proceed with whatever on hand task we have to do now. Do it to the best ability we can, do not let our efforts go to waste on such stuff. I have explained to every single bit i can think of already. The pressure that i m facing now, i hope people that i once knew of could understand, will that be possible?
I believe u have since people losing temper before. If u dun, then i let this be ur first. But if u all r the first to recieve it. MAybe i can understand. I may not be the best or the most matured leader around, but i try my best and also learn from every experience.
Ask wy, the tortue i had to went through last year. IT is not a good feeling. When i felt i had try to salvage e situation, i am met with a door slammed right into the my face. Well, maybe.
Life is filled with question marks and uncertainties. Only people with the rightful answers can clear them all…
Ideas differ, but final goal is the same…
hahas so many good things happen to day. Woot one sentence to describe the day.
I believe in miracles, do you ? =P
A for me. A for my enitre group. Lead my team to get all all As. Woot =)
Anyway side infos, HCI got 84% As, MJC got 52% As, VJ got 40% As, SAJC got 0.6% As, TPJC got 23 As. OK that is all the info I know. COngrast to those who got As. Of cos, very happy la, but those who didnt well. dun brood to much, stil got A levels subjects to bank in on.
Yup achieved my target, and my group got their toos. Mission accomplished.But i am very curious of how They actuially mark PW. I talked to teachers and what they siad is individual schools makr their own. Different teachers in the same school will mark different components of the PW. And finally they will compile the results again. No teachers will mark their own class projects.
Oh well, I m quite sceptical abouut the whole marking process. EVen with MOE moderators come to check, they pick different pieces randomly. And yea. I dunno. OK la, i mean i got A, so why should i keep harping on al thse thngy. Just some thoughts lingering in my mind. SO yup. It is over andwe cant do much about it. So yup. Fullstop.
Hectic hectic. I mean, why cant he ever learns from his master? I mean pay attention to ur master, and not keep insisiting on ur own way. Just like a good dog will listen to its masters instructions. U rebel against ur master, but u expect us to listen to u. It wil never happen la. The world dun works one way. It is alwasy two ways. And that is why the le Chatelier’s principle can be applied. U keep ranting like u know everything. Een all the instrucotrs are saying what shitty formation u giving us. It is not the pattern of how chinese instrumetns will be seen. I mean HELLO??? the judges will be at the best possible position. They cansee all the instruments., they will not be place at the first row, and only see the outer most row and ur jiggly ass. Well, i really hope the instructors will say something to him tmr man. Arrangement of seats is soemthing to do with the stage and the Hall acoustics. Maybe u as a concert master never knew that b4. If i had been to a conductor course, if i had the musical theory, if i had what it takes, i wouldof course try to conduct them. just like what ACS barker did 2 years ago. But of cos, reality is that it won;t happen.
Oh well nvm, gonna start tutotirals, didnt touch it at all for the past 2 days.
yup, will be MIA for sometime.
Super shagged, since last week, have been like coming home, sleep wake up go school, cca, eat dinner, come home, sleep, wake up, go school, cca, eat dinner, sleep….
hahas. Yippee ! =p
Ok, that is a chinese idiom. It means I am just so filled with respect with the someone, which is TTK. Came in with that aura, came in with that look, that respect he casts, the humour that tickled everyone. Woot. I mean, I learnt more than what I had learnt for the past 3 months. Ta-da.
Well, i dunno if the orientation can be called as a success or failure…? This sounds so Binomial and Poisson… but ahahs… yeah man. In what way, saw people had fun, but in another way, i dun see people from different sections interacting. hahas, maybe that is my perception. See how the debrief is gonna be like this monday.
Hmm. Why is it this time, everything is filled with question marks? felt a sense of attachment after the talk…haiz…
Fill like re reading my past posts, but again, scare i cant control but laugh at myself. Just wanna find out how many practices I had in the past back in VS as compared to now. For the past one week, I really hate to admit i have been sleeping in lectures. I mean back in J1,i did, due to bad habit. But then now, after i came back from my operation back early this year, I can swear that I didnt even fell asleep. I just dunno why this stupid freaking habit is creeeping back into me. I did try getting 8 hours of sleep , forgoing my tut and everything else. But in the end same shit happens. I Seriously dunno man.
Havent register for the NS thingy yet, dunno what my class guys wants. On one hand, all so enthu to register together, then the next day, some say they forgot to bring. den now, wonder if the days we want still present. Gee i dunno man.
Thank God It Is Good Friday.
Well, today is quite interesting. A day that involves Christians, Taoists and Chinese. Read the papers then u will know. hahas.
But yeah. Gee forgot what i wanna type.
Just throw in another pic.
Ah crap. got some prob. unable to doi it. Anyway, what a mad rush sua.
Seriously, feeling kinda of shitty and suffocating.
it ios pointless to show us attitude when in the first place u r wrong. if u want, den clarify matters.
I dun think communism works here in singapore. Go ahead. Do whatever u deem fit. I wanna see u get sacked by the next comm. Thank you. this is a big hint. I dun give a damn, i rather u conduct a nursery co.Mine as well.
Now i know why the nuclear talks took so long to resolve. God damn it.
On the surface it looks like, like deep down it isnt.
Well. I dunno, i once told wy bout this phrase. In here, there is no need for us to put in so much. But in the end look what happen.
Somuch things coming up. 1 major Chem SPA skill A is coming up in all these stuff going on.
End of the Secondary CO SYF Comp. Well, the usual cos get the usual scores. Hmm, Yeah, i like the attitude of some, can understand the happiness or the sadness. Well it is part and parcel of a competition. But thing is, is showing off part and parcel?
Well, real congrats to VSCO. We r on one of the best runs. Those who went to watch did say they put in the best effort already. Maybe it isnt full strength? I dunno. but nevertheless, did not disappoint=) How i wish i was with them, supposedly one strong cello bass section under Mr Poh. It was all fun and laughter even with all the suaning.
Ok pardon to many peeps, is like i think the past few blog entry r like so foreign to u all. But cant think of other stuff, or feel like writing.
ARGH. So scrwed up.
Side track. In one day, i m sorry to disappoint so many peeps finding for the results of the SYF compet.
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Sorry to disappoint u. kz What i know to now. DHSCO, CHCO, NYGHCO, PRSSCO. Got gold with honours. Schs with gold: VSCO, CCHMSCO, TMSCO, BDSCO, HCICO. Still got others i not so sure. yup
Faster break . need a breather.
Fell off the chair which is like eaten by some termites or what while conducting today. Abit rush today man, want to go through some parts also cant. sianz. Actually, the whole incident was malu, but i didnt felt abit ofembarrasment. Oh maybe when i whispered the word F***. Abit in matrix sia, cos i knew i was about to fall, and my ass muscles so called clenched as i land on the floor. So ass didnt hurt abit. Hahas thanks for all those who asked if i ok. Yup i ok.
Dunman High and Catholic High got Gold With honours. Super pressuer on VSco sia. I hope they can get a breakthrough tmr, and clinch the so called, self declared, best All-Boys School Chinese Orchsestra. Pray Pray pray.
Alright got back 2 other papers. 1 pass 1 fail. WTF. Ok la, i mean i finally grasp the understanding of AQ. But i suck big time at normal content questions. Seriously dunno man. VOcab was real killer. Highest in class was like 2 or 3? Thought that is one section which must score. It just suddenly cameto me that the 5 marks is quite heavy. Makes me really wanna memorise the 2000 page longman dictionary. Wohoo. Siao Siao.
Left econs. Pray pray pray. Ms Sue came talked to me last week.Well, hope is some kind of assurance she was giving me.
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